experience to be remember

Assalamualaikum...cepat je mase berlalu da 4 ari kite berpuasa..tup tup seminggu lpas tu 14 ari lpas tu sebulan lepas tu raya lepas tu tetttttttttttt..nebes >.< since everything almost settle tapi ade lg 30% nope n mkanan.foods adelah important thing dlam 1 majelis so selagi xtau aku nebes dan aku xptot nebes pun senanye sbb tu sume under ma, but i noe my ma very chillax person.dats why meng.u noe wat?mom never ask me everything OK? what have u did or done? why u chose dat? or how u want it happen? wat u think? wat u hope for? never..at first im bit sad =( tapi i have ask bout beading then she ask me all da question so im thinking im shud grateful to have mom like dat so chillax or she noe im very indie n i can do it all.kalu die masuk campur semua how u wanna do wat u want kan??Alhamdulillah thankful.at least xberi die byk beban n she no need to tink bout every single thing just concentrate on foods..so far i do n did step by step start february.better u enjoy preparing in every things from small to big i said to myself for my memory one fine day.ohhhh for your information,my future husben have my mom trait too..noting to worry.fatin can handle her own..shud me thankful too??let me think later.from pilih kain di bandung, kaler, jenis, material etc etc i did my own.yes some pepols can give their opinions but me being me ekot kate hati n mata.ade mase gile stress but always pujuk myself,kemong fatin rilekss lambat lagi.do one by one..imagine mntak pndpat u kad je xpenah dpt respon.mcam2 design kot tru msg fb tp non ado feedbek eh ade skali too childish.pastu yileks.so i decide my own everything n i give warning to him u better shut up n accept without complaint whateva i choose for us.well im getting attached to myself.hahahahaha i google design baju for both show to him show show until he decide yeahh dat one so handsome.yeahh meng like dat.i noe not only dis one.i noe noe. i design my own 2 baju..heeeee tailor follow wat i want n from dat i noe im very cerewet.mksudku a bit cerewet.hello i wanna spend my money on dat things xkan nak bagi je ape depa buat.kennn??lpas baju, make up plak bkenan ngan sorg make up artist ni tp fatin still need to compare everything from a to z..abes sume yg aku bkenan aku pm rege n blablaa..bukan hnye mencari yg murah tp plis yg menawan tertawan n melayan kite.haaa same with fotografer,u better make a list.i do from goggle, my frens n magazine..very helpful i tell you.last thing i decide iz pelamin.Allah susah nak crik yg bleh buat mcam kte nak dgn harga yg xmembzir.u noe wat?kite byr mahal u bnde yg sehari pkai, i cant..for foods xpe..all i do by myself from survey, check, listing, price, budget..ohh future husband ade tlong, tlong teman pergi ke sume tempat yg perlu, tlong pegang brang, tlong angkat brg.ehh gooddies die yg pilih so u come check how valuable dat goddies =P. now baju hantar beadings, i fix dat price awal2 da warning tailor bcoz my 2 close fren da kena..bile nk byar harga kebabommm depa mark up.dat how mereka cari mkan, bile tnye sbb baju weddding.pdhal kos same je bju weddinge ke dinner ke ape.u all better watch out this thing.belajar dr pengalaman org lain. i dunno y i dun take bridal package.byar setel from baju hingga fotog xyah pk da..but i think after all of this i noe why,da answer sbb i iz cerewet.ade pakej baju xlawa, ade pkej make up xcun.ade bridal fotog xkreatip.ade bridal pelamin xcantik plak.so better i pilih satu satu n asing2.after all its up to u vomeng!bkan bermakna wahh grand lew teww..nooo i still can tell u my budget small compare my rich frengs.hehehehe i choose simple simple n cheaper.kedek jugak haaa.i hope n pray everything will smooth, insyallah harap xde kekalutan terok..doakan kesihatan n keselamatan kami.i still dun bliv it will happen.Allah je tahu betapa takut n mcm2 lam otak ni ade.ini bkan kputusan yg senang.its all about life, perhhhh..hehhhhh enjoying wateva u do, my motto now.everything.let our mind be free.tolak yg negativ tuu.u make ur own decision. btw i still nebes bcoz i will do my own hantaran.diy.maybe photobooth etc oooo my theme shud be secret.tapi as i concern i dun hav specific feveret kaler but i very confident kaler yg aku pilih adelah kaler yg aku pling suke mix time pendidikan seni zman skolah.kaler crayon, luna n pling suke kaler air.i mix them n be one kaler.one bout me im not follow others, nowdays trending, hot theme, most wantet yaw yaw.nope i just choose wateva look good di mata ku.i tell you it is very hard to stick in one kaler u decide earlier, like when i getting married one day it must be dat kaler dat stail dat blabla.very hard i tell u unless u born in gold u just can tell ur wedding planner n sure they will do wateva u want janji bayaran masyukkk. my experience to choose, nak kaler lain tp masuk kdai kain wahhhhh kaler ni lawa lawa.more than 1 hour to choose esok pergi lagi.bru kedai kain okey.msuk kedai bunga plak,uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa y bunga ni xde kaler tu y bunga ni cantek tp kaler x.why n why.so how to stick vomeng?unless u be a meng.y shud we care?? haaa pegi transgender now.vavavavava..beboi Xx